I only worked for London escorts services to make enough money to train to be a psychologist. The problem is now I am on emotional overload and have started to overthink everything. I am so worried about hurting people’s feelings that I think about everything at least time. When I was working for the best London escorts, I was seldom scared to express a feeling or an opinion. Now, I worry about everything that I say and everything that I do. It is all too much and I wish I could stop, but having bad relationships is something I have in common with many other psychologists.
Believe me, there are days when I wish I was back working for London escorts services. My new profession makes me feel responsible for everything all the time and I don’t that is working for me. I miss my old job and I miss the carefree ways of London escorts. Looking back life seemed a lot easier back then. To be honest, I think that all of these studying and learning how to consider other people’s feelings, has turned me into an emotional wreck. I tie myself up in knots and worry about what I say all the time.
The money is not that great neither. I know that I wanted to do this but I am not sure any more. Looking back I know that I earned a lot more money working for London escorts services. At the moment I am struggling to make ends meet and I am even considering going back to London escorts services part time. At least I would not have to worry about paying the rent or servicing my car. My ﬁnancial worries also inﬂuence my relationships very negatively. As a matter of fact, I worry about everything these days.
Something I have learned is that all psychologists worry and this can be very damaging for relationships. Since I stopped working for London escorts services, I am a lot less conﬁdent and don’t feel right about myself. I wish I could just go into work and be glamorous, but I can’t. Now I am going in suited and booted and acting like a true professional. Perhaps becoming a psychologist was the wrong career choice for me, I do wish I had done something else but after ﬁve years training it is a bit late for that.
I miss my London escorts girlfriends a lot. We used to have so much fun together but it is all gone. There are many times when I sit and have my sandwiches on a park bench and wonder what happened to all of the London escorts that I used to know. Are they still in the business or are they doing some else. It would be fun to know and I might even contact my old escorts agency. I certainly had a lot better relationships both inside and outside work when I worked. Sometimes my clients are even beginning to depress me and that isn’t right.