Bored with Sex

I could shout from the roof tops that I am bored with sex. What has made me so bored with sex? In all honesty, I don’t think that is a question that I could answer at all. A couple of years ago, I really enjoyed sex and could not get enough of it. Now I feel I am totally off sex, and do not even want to talk about it. That may not be such a good thing as I have made a living working for an adult chat line since I left London escorts. There are now days when I don’t even feel like going into work.

Fortunately, I work with a great bunch of girls and I guess that my life today is not that different from London escorts. When I worked for charlotte London escorts, we always used to cheer each other up when we got down. I love the working atmosphere in our place, and I would miss the girls like mad if I left, just like I missed charlotte London escorts when I first left a couple of years ago.

However, I feel like a large part of my life has been about sex, and I am really looking for a new direction. When I first left London escorts, I was still focused on being a real little sex kitten, but I guess you can say that it is something that I have worked out of my system. Since I left London escorts, I have been able to introduce many other things in my life, and I feel that I would like to do something different. Instead of sitting with a headset on all of the time, I have decided to check out some of the local training courses which you can do during the day.

Do I have a boyfriend at the moment? No, I don’t and I really don’t feel like I have the energy to have a boyfriend at the minute. I am sure that my mojo will come back to me, but at the moment I feel that I need to focus on myself. It is funny how your life changes but at the moment I seem to be enjoying doing the simpler things in life such as looking after my cat, and caring for the plants on my balcony. Since I left London escorts, I feel like I have become a different person.

Anyway, I have decided to give sex a rest for a while. Sure, to make sure that I keep a roof over my head, I will continue at the call center. But with so many great training programs in the local area, I am sure that I will come up with something. I would just like a chance to work in the day time and not in the evening. Working for London escorts always meant working in the evening, and I do a lot of late evenings at the moment with this other job. There are days when I feel like a vampire. However, if I did something constructive during the daytime, I think that I would feel better. Perhaps I might even get interested in sex again – you never know your luck.

Help! I miss my London escorts

I only worked for London escorts services to make enough money to train to be a psychologist. The problem is now I am on emotional overload and have started to overthink everything. I am so worried about hurting people’s feelings that I think about everything at least time. When I was working for the best London escorts, I was seldom scared to express a feeling or an opinion. Now, I worry about everything that I say and everything that I do. It is all too much and I wish I could stop, but having bad relationships is something I have in common with many other psychologists.

Believe me, there are days when I wish I was back working for London escorts services. My new profession makes me feel responsible for everything all the time and I don’t that is working for me. I miss my old job and I miss the carefree ways of London escorts. Looking back life seemed a lot easier back then. To be honest, I think that all of these studying and learning how to consider other people’s feelings, has turned me into an emotional wreck. I tie myself up in knots and worry about what I say all the time.

The money is not that great neither. I know that I wanted to do this but I am not sure any more. Looking back I know that I earned a lot more money working for London escorts services. At the moment I am struggling to make ends meet and I am even considering going back to London escorts services part time. At least I would not have to worry about paying the rent or servicing my car. My financial worries also influence my relationships very negatively. As a matter of fact, I worry about everything these days.

Something I have learned is that all psychologists worry and this can be very damaging for relationships. Since I stopped working for London escorts services, I am a lot less confident and don’t feel right about myself. I wish I could just go into work and be glamorous, but I can’t. Now I am going in suited and booted and acting like a true professional. Perhaps becoming a psychologist was the wrong career choice for me, I do wish I had done something else but after five years training it is a bit late for that.

I miss my London escorts girlfriends a lot. We used to have so much fun together but it is all gone. There are many times when I sit and have my sandwiches on a park bench and wonder what happened to all of the London escorts that I used to know. Are they still in the business or are they doing some else. It would be fun to know and I might even contact my old escorts agency. I certainly had a lot better relationships both inside and outside work when I worked. Sometimes my clients are even beginning to depress me and that isn’t right.